If yer looking at the first picture on this blog you probably woudn't notice that said picture was photoshopped big time! i looked sickly i looked depressed i looked beat down. thank god for photoshop.
Painted my room today, i consider this my tribal paint because im trying to be a fighter. its not working very well.. my room looks nice tho.
I love him so much, so why am i considering throwing it all away? do i want to be with him anymore? do i want to leave everything i've got right now? do i want to deal with this bullshit anymore? do i want to try to make it work? am i capable of working things out? is he?I have no clue..
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I'm not hungry, i dont want to sleep, i feel empty, i'm not motivated to do anything, i dont know why i'm doing this to myself, but i need to get away.
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