The Girl has Friends

Here we go dad's weekend again. Trying to cope, trying to feel better.

It means a lot to me that my ex, Joel is here for me right now. its nice to know someone is. I know he still likes me, but he knows I'm nowhere near ready for another relationship with anyone just yet, so he's putting that feeling aside for now and just making me feel better. If it wasn't for him i'd prolly be sitting at home laying in bed crying all day and that be about it, but thanks to him im actually getting out and having fun. He's such a good guy and he's trying so hard to make me happy. (:
Its good to know that there will always be people in this world that will care about you. Even when things get tough and it feels like no ones there, there will always be someone trying to help you and be there for you, don't push them away because if u do one day they wont be there anymore and then u really will have no one.

I like hanging out with Joel and although my step-dad doesn't like him very much i no he's a good guy and he wants me to be happy which is sooo sweet. it makes it a hell of a lot easier to hang out with each other now that he drives because we live like 15-20 mins. away and before it was so hard that when we were going we'd only see each other once a week, now because he can drive he has no problem driving out to my house to pick me up because he wants to spend time with me (:

It feels good to have someone there for you. I still hurt so bad inside and its hard to think about Greg, because when i do all i want to do is cry, that's it, but having Joel here for me to comfort me makes me feel a lot better. he doesnt want me just sitting in my house doing nothing with my life he wants me to get out and stay happy. I've known this kid for a year now and although at one point i thought i hated him, he's always there for me, and that really means a lot to me (:

Song of the Day: Skyway Avenue By We the Kings
(This song has meaning)