Day One without the boy

So it's currently 1:15 in the AM and I'm just now getting these posts up lol. i woulda had them up sooner but i didn't get done working on one of my pages till just now so i decided to make it the first blog of today :D Sorry the pictures aren't to great i have to take them with my phone while I'm at my dads :P

My new goal:
My new goal is to be able to trust a little more. The cursive reads- "I need to learn to trust people a little better, at this point in my life there's only one person i fully trust and I constantly question that's trust."

-I enjoyed making this page it's very VERY random lmfaoo but i like it so it's allllll good :D
Maybe when i get home I'll take a better picture and repost it :P
-On the right side it says "Day One". That's there because Today is day one of not being able to see Greg until NEXT Thursday! D: I swear I'm going to die. I have five more days until i get to see him again... It's only five days right.. No big deal.. Right...? No big deal today is going good except the fact that he didn't call me which upset me a lot, but you know those things happen, but we'll see how it goes I bet by Early Sunday I'll begin to be depressed. I'm not looking forward to school that's when it's really gunna hit me and I'm going to be REALLY upset. But like i said Day One today :D I'm keeping track :P

Dad's House:
It actually wasn't bad yesterday, I did A LOT of journaling, that was nice i got to look at some really neat journals online, and me and my dad actually did stuff for once today, we went to the mall (I got red skinny jeans, and a lime green bandanna, scarf-thingy) and we watched a movie (Pineapple Express) lol it was nice even though dad fell asleep through the middle of the movie lol. xD I cant really say anything for today since it's 130 in the morning but you know (: He even helped me with my script for drama class and I showed him my art journal, it was nice.
One of the major downfalls about being at dads like this is NO MUSIC! It drives me crazy!! I base a lot of my life around music I'm constantly listening to music, and when I'm here i cant i hate it! But i still will have a song for the day :D

Important Things To Remember:
-"Don't fear what hasn't happened."
It's simple but it's something that i REALLY need to remember, because I'm always getting paranoid about what might happen and it messes a lot things up for me, so this saying means a lot to me because it's DEFF. something i need to remember!

Song For The Day:
-Kiss me Through the Phone By Soulja Boy
It's a good song and I REALLY wanna talk to Greg right now lol.

Okay so now it's 1:42 in the AM and i think I'm gunna rap it up and head off to bed. I'll probably post up more stuff later today :D

*Sweet Dreams*